The mysteries of water are many. There is so much we do not comprehend of water, yet it is the source and substance not only of our physical being but the container for the energy of our soul in form. It is and contains an ultimate mystery. Being in Wonder at water’s many blessings is perhaps one of the simplest ways for us to connect with both Gaia-Earth and Supreme Creation at once.
This poem reflects one of water’s miraculous abilities…to carry memory over time through generations and DNA.
For those of you who are not Jewish or do not know Hebrew, some of the words may be a mystery. At the end of the poem are translations, but I suggest you read it a time or three first and let the mystery soak in. Then read the translations and soak some more.
Shechinah Rises On a tide of tears She rises Oceanic grandmother Spirit Womb of my foremothers Upwelling Ruach Sculpts pathways Over DNA-etched skin and bone Bearing mitochondrial memory In water-bourne blessing From she to me Shechinah memory Between nameless unknown hers Re-membered in Ha-shem Seeded nashema-encoded genes Bear fruit in the flesh of my body Our Spirits’ longing Pours from my eyes As you-we pray A long-drowned dream Beseeching Teshuvah…return To your-mine-our ancient G-d-ess Shechinah Kee l’olam hee lee Forever She is me.Stephanie K. Nead, 2009
The Shechinah is the feminine divine essence. G-d-ess in all the power, majesty, equal strength and needed balance of the feminine, every bit as strong, full, complete and necessary as the masculine aspect or essence of G-d. Ruach can be described as the overarching aspect of soul/spirit. Our personal soul is our nashema. Ruach is “bigger,” less known in any conscious sense to our human understanding. The Holy Spirit is the Ruach HaKodesh in Hebrew. Literally translating as Spirit the Holy. Note: tears carry an inordinate amount of mitochondrial DNA. No one knows why…but it is fascinating. Mitochondrial DNA is the DNA that comes solely from our mothers and is the fundamental DNA of life. It ultimately takes us all back to our genetic “Eve.” Hashem means “The Name” in Hebrew. Ha (the) Shem (name). This is one of the most “familiar” names of G-d…like talking to your best friend. It is, to me, a name encompassing a very close, personal love between myself and a beloved who is beyond name. We say Hashem, because G-d’s name is far too sacred to ever be spoken aloud. So we name the many aspects of G-d, all considered to be names for G-d, without trying to encompass all G-d is within one small word. Nashema means soul. It is the personal soul of each individual. And it is the part of our soul that may, in part, be passed down from generation to generation, the part that might carry and remember, to resolve or repeat, the experiences of our forebears. Teshuvah means return. It has been mistranslated as repentance. In fact, it means to turn back to G-d, as in to turn one’s face back toward and to move once again toward, rather than away from, G-d. Teshuvah is always done with humility and the recognition of the need for grace and work on oneself, the recognition and acknowledgement that one made a mistake, is sorry for it and ready to learn to do/be differently. Kee l’olam hee lee is translated here as “Forever she is me.”
